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It has been a month since grandpa left..

and the night before he left I failed to care for him and maybe that is why he left

He left too soon as I am nobody yet, too soon for me to show him what I have,

a good friend whom I beloved, he fits the seat of my ideal dad

which made me closer than no other people around

I thought he will live a hundred after he showed me he could walk again

but the signs of him seeing the light and souls of his friends wasn't good

and when he breathed his last I wasn't there...

I broke down all night blaming myself for his departure

It felt so bad as if I've lost my dad

Desperandum

Be grateful for what you have